Sometimes, often times rather, I question my mission in life. I understand once people have children, they should be responsible to raising them. What about before that? Are we here to amuse, entertain and torture ourselves?

The value of my 9 to 5 job is superficial and not personal. I know I am not the only one in this disposition. How do I know what gives me that gratification? I know what I like, but to take any hobby or pastime seriously, people say research is needed. Why can't I do what I want and just be happy?